Embarkation
The journey begins. While I hesitate to believe fully that my life and words are blog-worthy, I have read many blogs that said absolutely nothing. Thus, in my mind, the bar is set very low. I'll give it a go.
What prompted this initial writing was a word I received recently in a time of need. I recently went from a full-time, well-paid, salaried lawyer job to a part-time, well-paid lawyer job and a part-time, not-nearly-so-well-paid job at a church. Last week, the well-paid lawyer job effectively went away, leaving me to wonder what the next step is, what to do with the balance of my work week to support my family. In similar circumstances in the past, I have consulted reason, common-sense, and my gung-ho ambitious spirit to find new opportunties, and it has always worked out fine. Yet, this time around, I decided I needed to consult a Greater Wisdom than my own on how to order my life. Ergo, I decided to fast and pray for 3-5 days to see how God might guide me in this decision.
I was hoping and expecting clear wisdom on particular professions or fields I should pursue (a different type of law, start a business, buy a franchise, woodworking, etc.). After nearly two days of no clear answer (and no food!), I decided to take a walk last night and pray. Ten minutes into my walk, I received my answer. He said:
What prompted this initial writing was a word I received recently in a time of need. I recently went from a full-time, well-paid, salaried lawyer job to a part-time, well-paid lawyer job and a part-time, not-nearly-so-well-paid job at a church. Last week, the well-paid lawyer job effectively went away, leaving me to wonder what the next step is, what to do with the balance of my work week to support my family. In similar circumstances in the past, I have consulted reason, common-sense, and my gung-ho ambitious spirit to find new opportunties, and it has always worked out fine. Yet, this time around, I decided I needed to consult a Greater Wisdom than my own on how to order my life. Ergo, I decided to fast and pray for 3-5 days to see how God might guide me in this decision.
I was hoping and expecting clear wisdom on particular professions or fields I should pursue (a different type of law, start a business, buy a franchise, woodworking, etc.). After nearly two days of no clear answer (and no food!), I decided to take a walk last night and pray. Ten minutes into my walk, I received my answer. He said:
I am not so much interested in what you do,
so long as you do it well.
How simple. How profound. And how utterly in line with His Word. See Colossians 3:23 ("Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men."). There is immense freedom in this answer. Freedom to choose a profession or business that fits, that excites my passions, and employs my gifts and abilities. Yet, at the same time, there is immense responsibility. Responsibility to work with integrity, commitment, focus, and energy. Thank you, my Father. You are faithful and good.
So, at this point, I feel free to pursue a particular franchise opportunity here. No details yet, but I will relate more as things progress. In the meantime, let's keep our eyes peeled on our Guide.
1 Comments:
read my post about henri nouwen and articulation; this is why your life is blog-worthy. :) because you share it well, and sincerely - and others are encouraged because of it.
and because you have super cute kids. :)
looking forward to the journey, friend - a.
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